Pubdate: Thu, 27 Mar 2003 Source: FSView & Florida Flambeau (FL Edu) Copyright: 2003 FSView & Florida Flambeau Contact: http://www.fsunews.com/ Details: http://www.mapinc.org/media/1364 Author: Eryn Green GETTING HELP TO BEAT ADDICTION A Look At a College Student Who Overcame Addiction With the Help of Organizations It was somewhere between Las Vegas and Salt Lake City, in the middle of the desert, when it all went down. Luke, a University of Utah student, had been driving for some time well faster than the speed limit, drunk, stoned and generally inebriated in a car full of illegal substances. Flying past the sagebrush and sand, Luke was struck by the eerie similarities his adventure held with "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas." "It was very Hunter S. Thompson," Luke said. But the similarities between his experience and that of the serendipitously fortunate Gonzo journalist end there. Luke's countenance becomes somber when he remembers the night he got caught. "The police lights started flashing behind us, and I knew we were in trouble," Luke said. "They found the drugs, realized I was drunk and high and arrested me. It was a really big deal." His arrest was a big deal because, at the time, Luke was a drug addict. Like many others, Luke had a drug problem and was not willing to address the problem himself. "I used substances addictively long before I knew I needed help," he said. "I never knew it was a problem." Oblivion is a sentiment common in drug users, Luke said. "With the disease of addiction, the number one symptom is denial," he said. "You deny your addiction until you can't anymore, then you hit bottom." Bottom for Luke came after he was bailed out of jail. Contemplating suicide, Luke had endured a year of "depression, in a drunk and stoned existence." He contemplated finding $1000, purchasing an array of narcotics and going up to the mountains to overdose "properly," he said. But before his plans could be carried out, Luke was checked into an intensive inpatient recovery and detoxification program to get clean. During his stay in the hospital, Luke heard about Narcotics Anonymous. "People at my inpatient program introduced me to NA," Luke said. "I found a home there with people who understood what I was going through." Joe, another recovering addict, expresses similar sentiments about addiction and recovery. "I knew things were bad when I realized that, no matter what I tried, I couldn't quit," he said. "I went to NA and there were all these people who knew what I was going through. NA really helped me clean myself up." NA is "... a nonprofit fellowship or society of men and women for whom drugs had become a major problem. We are recovering addicts who meet regularly to help each other stay clean. This is a program of complete abstinence from all drugs. There is only one requirement for membership, the desire to stop using." It's a 12-step program in the same vein as Alcoholics Anonymous, but it isn't affiliated with any other organizations. NA began in California, according to Larry, a NA mediator and member, as a haven for drug users who wanted to get clean. "Jimmy Kay started NA in Southern California because there was the need for a 12-step program which dealt with drugs," Larry said. For many, the principles, traditions and practices of NA have been invaluable. "NA is where I go to meet with other people who used drugs like I did and don't have to anymore," Luke said. "It's really important to know that there is a free alternative to drug abuse. If you use drugs and alcohol and aren't satisfied with life, you can always give a 12-step program a chance." While 12-step programs are used to treat a variety of addictions, everything from cocaine abuse to overeating, they are not the only programs aimed at assisting those who need help coping with addictions. Lisa Mountain, a University of Utah psychology professor and counselor for the Alcohol and Drug Education Center, says that no matter what level of addiction, there's a program to help. "There are a number of programs here on campus for students who need rehabilitation," Mountain said. "We have programs that range from the usual three-hour class assigned when a student is caught drinking or using drugs in the dorms to much more intensive programs for students with much more serious problems." ADEC provides services in an effort to increase community awareness regarding the abuse of illegal substances. It offers programs and seminars weekly, providing a safe, non-judgmental environment for recovery. "No matter what level of treatment you need, there is a program for you," Mountain said. Much like NA did for Luke and Joe, alcohol and drug education programs at his college helped Phil, a recovering alcoholic and drug abuser, get clean. "It was pretty obvious that I needed help," Phil said. "I was living in a complete world of drug-induced insanity." Once he realized he needed help, Phil used the tools available and met with a counselor. "I met with some counselors, they recommended inpatient and 12-step programs," Phil said. "Those organizations really helped me get on track." But, even with the innumerable agencies and organizations available to those who need assistance, Phil, Luke and Mountain all agree that the most important step is recognizing there's a problem. "There are plenty of numbers out there, just call them and get help," Phil said. "It doesn't matter what I, or anyone else, says. Nothing other people say can make or break another person's recovery." Luke and Mountain agree. "If I were giving advice, it would be to drop (a friend suspected of drug abuse) off at a 12-step program," Luke said. "The only people who can make a difference are the ones who know what (recovery) is like." Mountain says that education is important to getting clean. "If you are a drug abuser, or know someone who is, get educated," she said. "Intervene in a very non-judgmental way and refer them to an agency." More information is available through the National Substance Abuse Treatment Directory at www.findtreatment.samhsa.gov, or through self-help groups like NA and AA at their respective Web addresses. (Some sources in this article are not fully named to protect their identities.) - --- MAP posted-by: Alex