Pubdate: Sun, 11 Nov 2001
Source: Washington Post (DC)
Copyright: 2001 The Washington Post Company
Contact:  http://www.washingtonpost.com/
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Author:  Henry Allen

EXIT THE MAGIC BUSMAN

When Ken Kesey died Saturday of liver cancer and who knows what else 
(hepatitis C, diabetes, a stroke a few years back) the energy of 
America dropped by a volt or two.

This is to say: the American energy of infinite possibility, of life 
as the ultimate consumer item, of souls as eternal You-Land theme 
parks he visited with the wild, dark celebrations of his novels and 
an extravaganza of drug intake that could and did leave weaker people 
empty-eyed.

At 66, in Oregon, his family at his hospital bedside. In his sleep, 
this calm, brawny power source whose glow turned people into moths -- 
a champion wrestler (174-pound class), best-selling novelist ("One 
Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest," the first of the party-down, Day-Glo 
LSD prophets, an inner frontiersman who seemed to know the cosmos is 
an inside joke and seemed to assume that you knew it, too. And if you 
didn't -- as Kesey said, "Either you're on the bus or off the bus."

You wanted to be on the bus. At least, he had the knack of making you 
feel that way. I recall him standing in the light rain outside his 
converted barn of a house in Pleasant Hill, Ore. This was in 1974, 10 
years after the cross-country psychedelic bus trip chronicled by Tom 
Wolfe in "The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test."

I was early for our interview. I said I hoped I hadn't interrupted him.

"Actually, it's good you got here," he said. "I was about to leave 
and I wouldn't have been able to see you till tomorrow."

As if something magical had occurred, as if my arrival demonstrated 
that I was on the bus, and as if he didn't care what assurances he'd 
made to me about being there when I arrived.

I felt bad. He smiled a small smile of large invitation and we went 
inside. I felt good. He had the animal-quick knack of charm. His 
preternatural calm, bulk and fame tensed me up just enough that I was 
grateful when he smiled. I'd had my own explorations in the '60s, but 
he was the hero adventurer in that line, and by welcoming my company 
he made me feel worthier than I feared I was.

Big chest, shoulders, arms, chin, nose, and bald head with pale rusty 
curls piling out over his ears. He was instantaneous, as if he'd 
gained a microsecond on time in everything he did, down to picking up 
a phone or rolling a joint with his big, deft, high school magician's 
fingers.

We talked. The rain fell. People came and went, some as if they were 
stopping by to fill their tanks with Kesey Premium. He had a patience 
about him, as if giving his energy to the world were a moral 
obligation he'd come to live with. We talked about his role as the 
man who built the bridge from '50s Beat cool and valorization of 
neurosis to '60s hippie exuberance and valorization of psychosis. 
We'd talked about Neal Cassady, who'd been turned into a legend by 
Jack Kerouac as Dean Moriarty in "On the Road," and then showed up at 
Kesey's place to drive the bus, nonstop, speed-rapping all the way. 
Cassady, to Kesey, was the noble savage, freedom incarnate. And his 
link to the Beats. On and on.

The most routine thoughts could hit him as if they were revelations.

"Hey!" he said at last, as if he'd just discovered relativity. "Let's 
feed the cows!" He pulled on a pointy-topped, ear-flapped Tibetan 
knit cap and rushed out and humped hay bales to the 26 cows in a 
pasture -- just beyond the yard where the famous 1939 International 
Harvester cross-country school bus, named Further, moldered.

He talked much magical doom, like "You can't vote for Nixon and what 
he stands for and get away with it. And we all have to pay."

Then some clouds pulled apart, offering near-sunshine. Kesey said: 
"You see? No matter how bad it gets, sometime during every day the 
sun always comes out, even if it's just for a little while."

Was he trying to make me challenge this rubbish? I decided against 
it. He could work on a lot more levels than I could.

This was Kesey, I saw, and you were either on the bus or off the bus. 
All this energy and folk wisdom and magic powered everything he did, 
starting with his prose. Describing an unfinished family home in 
"Sometimes a Great Notion":

"There the blamed thing stood on the bank, huge, paintless, Godless. 
Without its windows it resembled a wooden skull, watching the river 
flow past with black sockets. More like a mausoleum than a house; 
more like a place to end life, Jonas thought, than a place to start 
fresh anew. For this land was permeated with dying; this bounteous 
land, where plants grew overnight, where Jonas has watched a mushroom 
push from the carcass of a drowned beaver and in a few gliding hours 
swell to the size of a hat -- this bounteous land was saturated with 
moist and terrible dying."

Kesey was one of the last of the barbaric-yawp men in the tradition 
of Allen Ginsberg and Walt Whitman sounding their voices over 
American rooftops, trumpeting their rue, saluting every leaf of 
grass. He was one of our last frontiersmen, heading into the 
wilderness of himself. In an interview with the Paris Review, he 
explained what he was exploring in both writing and psychedelic bus 
trips:

"Wilderness and its wildness. The explorers and pioneers sought that 
wildness because they could sense that in Europe everything had 
become locked tight. . . . When we got here, there was a sense of 
possibility . . . and it had to do with wildness. Throughout the work 
of James Fenimore Cooper there is what I call the American terror . . 
. the terror of the Hurons out there, the terror of the bear, the 
avalanche. . . .

"Now we don't even have the bomb hanging over our heads to terrify us 
and give us reason to dress up in manly deerskin and go forth to 
battle it."

Kesey found the terror in LSD, where all your moral self-accountings 
and self-esteem can fall away and "there's only a big hollow, the 
great American wild hollow, which is scarier than hell. . . . And if 
you've got courage, you go ahead and examine that hollow. . . . 
That's the new wilderness."

He'd been one of the first Day-Glo voices in the 1960s LSD wilderness 
while also being one of the last questers for the grail called the 
Great American Novel, which he sought first with the 
multimillion-selling "Cuckoo's Nest" in 1962, and damn near found 
with the grand and wordy "Notion" in 1964, though many critics 
disagreed.

The same year, he loaded his friends and followers known as "The 
Merry Pranksters" into a 1939 International Harvester school bus 
equipped with movie cameras, sound system, American flags and the 
sort of paint job that derives from a vat of acid-laced orange juice, 
and drove across the country, seeking to rewire the American psyche 
from 110 to 220.

With the Grateful Dead as a sort of house band, he and the Pranksters 
held the California LSD festivals the Pranksters called "Acid Tests." 
Then Wolfe's book turned Kesey from famous writer and party-down drug 
mystic into a culture hero whose life became his work in the eyes of 
the public. He did six months in jail for a marijuana bust. He went 
back to Oregon with wife and four children. He moved to his father's 
farm.

There were more drugs, but the age of salvation through chemistry was 
ending. There were more books, but they were no longer power grids 
for readers. He appeared with the Grateful Dead, playing something 
called the "thunder machine." He filled college lecture halls. 
"Cuckoo" became required reading in high schools. Kesey wasn't happy 
about it -- his hilarious, ominous anti-establishment anthem had 
become another tool of what he sometimes called "Them." He hated the 
Oscar-winning movie of it so much based on the script and casting 
(Jack Nicholson was "too short") that he refused to see it.

He and the Pranksters produced awkward accounts of the bus trip, the 
'60s. A Web site offered souvenirs, CDs and video excerpts from the 
40-some hours of bus trip footage.

I saw some of it in 1974: It meant nothing. It looked like college 
kids running around and making faces at the camera, out of focus. 
Kesey told me he was convinced there was a masterpiece lurking in 
those film cans.

My last day in Oregon, back in 1974, I had to pick something up at a 
Eugene radio station where the Prankster archives were stored. On the 
way I was startled to notice that a sentence was running through my 
head: "I hope Kesey's there I hope Kesey's there . . . "

Charm can be dangerous, which is what makes it charming, of course. 
So I got a grip. Except the weird thing was that Kesey was there, 
with some of the Pranksters. Clearly there was another little Kesey 
lesson or destiny in store -- I'd passed up the joints that floated 
past, but now here he was standing next to his huge old Ford sedan 
with an industrial-size tank of nitrous oxide, people taking turns 
pulling the gas right out of the valve, very dangerous I'd been told, 
because you could freeze your larynx.

He offered me a hit, and I took it, a great wong-a-wong-a 20-second 
journey out to some cosmic outpost and back. I had to go further, 
into the hollow. I emptied my lungs and took a final pull. New trip: 
I felt strange pressure on my elbows and noticed I could see the 
gravel of the parking lot as if my eyes were three inches away.

Of course, they were. I'd fallen over right from the toes, and Kesey 
with his reflexes had caught me by the elbows just before I hit the 
ground.

Well. Yes indeed. The charm, the danger, the instantaneity, the 
wilderness, Ken Kesey.
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